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[May. 6th, 2007|01:39 pm]
I am hurt about not getting into Urinetown
I am crying, a lot
I am an emotional wreck
I am glad I'm not majoring in theater
I'm not sure what to do with my life
I don't want to go to college
I don't want things to change
I am not doing my final exam like I promised my mom I would
I am angry with myself for not doing well enough to get that part
I am pissed that I'll have to be in cinderella now
I am angry
I am crying
I am upset
I am very upset.
I am angry that I let myself get my hopes up
I wish I was more talented
I wish I could get the parts I wanted
I wish I didn't let myself get excited
I don't want to be a counselor at camp
I'm not going to
I dont' care enough
I hate a lot right now
I don't know what to do to make myself feel better
I hate feeling this way
I hate knowing I'm going to be depressed for a week
I hate hating things
I hate everything.

[User Picture]From: tinkerbell52525
2007-05-07 01:39 am (UTC)
feel better love!

and i wish you'd be a counselor at camp!! i'll be sad if you don't go. : (
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[User Picture]From: spacetobelieve
2007-05-07 11:52 pm (UTC)
thanks girl
and I totally got my application in :)
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[User Picture]From: multiagereject1
2007-05-07 02:21 am (UTC)
meredith darling its only one play :-(. I know it would have been sweet but you'll be fine. Didn't you say there was a gynourmous ensemble for that?...could be fun just to be apart of it....

we graduate in a month and 4 days! you can't be upset now...we're so friggen close...just let it roll off your shoulders, cause if you keep thinking about it your just going to be upset for a long time.

hope you feel better :-)
last night was fun, make your parents go away more often.
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[User Picture]From: spacetobelieve
2007-05-07 11:53 pm (UTC)
thank you...I know, I do this about every show I don't get into haha I'm a huge drama queen
a month and four days.......AHHHHHH I can't wait, well I don't know, I'm excited but scared out of my mind at the same time...

go away parents!
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[User Picture]From: cutiecam17
2007-05-07 10:38 pm (UTC)
hope sucks. gross ugly annoying college girls suck. you're perfect for the part, so they're obviously blind, deaf, and retarde. i still think you're amazing and you shouldn't let this one show get you down. and if you don't want to do cinderella, then dont do it. you'll have more time to spend with me.

whenever you're feeling sad, just picture a field of prancing beavers. works for meeee
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[User Picture]From: spacetobelieve
2007-05-07 11:54 pm (UTC)
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